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12. I told Gongchao the whole story (I also told you). Gongchao read the diary and said that it was the one he saw that day (the week closest to November 28), but at that time he didn’t notice what was at the bottom, whether it was only half a volume that he didn’t notice. She told him that there were two copies, but he saw only one. But he told you (properly) irefuse tobe quoted (I refuse to be quoted). There is no need to talk about the following things. On the first day of the first lunar month of this year, Lin Huiyin wrote to Hu Shi again, further elaborating the contents of the two «English Diaries»: In the afternoon, I wrote a letter, which is attached today. I think historians will not blame me for this kind of letter. I am straightforward and impatient. I hate people who are stingy, tortuous and lying. This time, because Shuhua was talking nonsense, he was simply angry and confused. If I didn’t know that Gongchao had seen Zhimo’s diary, I wouldn’t have known that Shuhua would have it. Who would have thought that after many days of borrowing from her, she would say, «I can’t find it anywhere» and «I haven’t checked it in the painting and calligraphy box for many years», which really makes people shudder! I didn’t know her before. I had no feelings for her. I had no reason to think highly of her. Later, because she married Tongbo and had works such as «sending cars», I thought maybe I looked down on people, so I began to greet her modestly and sincerely, but I didn’t expect her to be such a person! It’s really chilling. Zhimo often said, «Shuhua is very stingy.». I always say, «Really?»? Be careful, don’t offend her. Although women are often stingy, people like her, who have considerable knowledge and fame, should also learn to be generous. Now no matter who cut the diary, a paragraph missing is a fact, she did not confess before, for those few lies did not quite explain before, she will always be suspected (Zhimo himself will not tear, Xiaoman still can ask). As for the diary I want to read, I think it is also a woman’s stingy or curious place,silk ficus tree, but this psychology is too human (human touch), I do not feel ashamed. To be honest, I will not be proud of the poet’s flattery, nor will I be ashamed of being loved. I will always be «I», and being complimented by a poet will not add to my beauty and ability. I have had an unfortunate and tortuous old history, and there is nothing to be ashamed of. I just want to read the diary, which gives me a kind of satisfaction, curiosity satisfaction, to recall the strange world and remember my old friends. I think this incident is really unfortunate in terms of human affairs, but in terms of spirit, it may be the cause of Zhimo’s becoming a poet, but it also gives me a lot of help in personality, knowledge, and self-cultivation. Zhimo in a way (in a sense) does not regret that he has this painful history. I think my life is at least not too satisfied with the secular world, nor is it a bad thing. Zhimo woke me up, Faux cherry blossom tree ,fake blossom tree, and he became a stimulant in my life, or hate, or anger, or happy, or sorry, or sad, or pain, I do not regret, I am not proud of my own stubbornness, I am not ashamed. My education is old, and I can’t change any new people. I just want to be worthy of my parents, my husband (a person who loves me and treats me very well), my son, my family, and so on. Later, I want to be worthy of another person who loves me. Sometimes my own heart and my temperament are very difficult. A few years ago, I didn’t care whether I was worthy of him or not. It’s easy-now the result may be that I’m not worthy of anyone, you see how unfair it is! I myself have reached a considerable age, and I have not achieved much. Seeing fewer and fewer opportunities-I am an excited type accomplish things by sudden inspiration and master stroke. I am not a person who can practice hard and slowly, and I am not in good health now. The burden of daily life is also heavy, really afraid of mediocrity from now on, to be a wife and give birth to children for a lifetime! I can’t help but feel sad, thinking of Zhimo’s inspiring frindship and love this summer (which inspires friendship and love) is very sad for me. I miss him very much these days, but if he is alive, I’m afraid I can’t change him. In fact, it’s impossible. Maybe that’s why I don’t love him enough, and that’s the proof that I love my present home above everything else, as Zhimo admitted. Lu Xiaoman sorted out two of the diaries in Zhimo’s «Eight Treasures Box» and published them under the titles of «Love Eyebrow Notes» and «Eyebrow Xuan Suo Yu». However, Zhimo’s inscription Ling Shuhua was never written until 1948, when it was inscribed by his fellow countryman, Zhang Zongxiang, director of the Education Department of Zhejiang Province, which comforted the lonely soul sleeping in the weeds. w w w. xiao shuotxt. co m The poetry of architecture Small! Say ! txt! God . Don The stone Buddha is sleeping deeply. For hundreds of years, he fell asleep like a butterfly, never caring about the ups and downs of the world, and not interested in incense and worship. As soon as you entered the temple, you stepped on his snoring. But his heart may be awake all the time, a stone’s heart awake, and he can even hear the whisper of every pine tree. He knew that the world could not be seen with his eyes open or closed, and that it was far from the Buddhist mind to open and close his eyes, so he fell asleep and let people wake up to see him, and he fell asleep to see people. When people look at him, in his dream, Zhuangzhou is a thoroughly enlightened carefree; when he looks at people, he is sad and happy, how many lively helplessness. As soon as Lin Huiyin and Liang Sicheng entered the gate of Wofo Temple, they met Monk Zhikuan, whom they had not seen for more than half a year, as if he had aged a lot. He told Lin Huiyin that Shifu had rented more than half of Wofo Temple to the YMCA, with an annual rent of 100 yuan and a 20-year contract. Only then did Lin Huiyin feel that the originally deserted Wofo Temple was really much more lively. Along the way,large ficus tree, I saw teams of young people climbing mountains with flags, presumably an activity organized by the YMCA. Lin Huiyin told Monk Zhikuan that this time she had not come to visit the mountains, but had come with her husband Liang Sicheng to inspect the ancient buildings in Pingjiao. hacartificialtree.com
